I get postpartum depression. I did with Gentry. And I did nothing about it except wallow in self pity and scare myself and my mom. I didn’t tell JJ about it until a year-ish later. I was ashamed.
This time I was more prepared, watching almost waiting for it to happen. So when it showed up this time I called the doctors office and they said to come in and get progesterone shots. They worked. But I could feel them wear off and Thanksgiving was a particularly sad day for me. Nothing was wrong. I was just sad and cried all day. And that guy died in the Nutty Putty cave and I kept thinking, “That is a great way to go. I should go join him.” I also thought a lot about getting in car accidents. And when anyone died on the news, I thought, “Lucky.”
I called the poop doctor one day in tears and frustration and let his nurse, Travis, know exactly those thoughts. He put me on with the Physicians Assistant, Keisa, and she called my OB/GYN office. Yes, I am on first name basis with all my doctors office staff. Post-baby is hard for me, I need lots of help. They immediately put me on anti-depressants and I went in for another progesterone shot. They told me that if I got worse, I needed to go to the emergency room. I asked what worse meant and they said, “If I started planning any of the above events.” I haven’t, and things have really mellowed for me.
Some ladies in my ward have been to see a hormone doctor and so I called one of them and asked for the information. I went in and the doctor gave me a list of supplements to take for depression and drew blood. I had had a progesterone shot 6 days before I went to see that doctor. When they drew my blood, my progesterone was still low. As well as my thyroid.
Our bodies naturally produce progesterone but after a baby you don’t need as much, so your body stops producing as much. Or in my case stops producing at all. Thyroid controls a whole bunch of things, but it also deals in depression. So under active thyroid also means I am not producing progesterone and the stuff my body needs to feel good.
This doctor put me on oral progesterone. So I have it constantly going into me. And gave me some supplements to kick start my thyroid.
I feel so much better and really am only on two prescribed medicines right now. The progesterone and anti-depressant. But the progesterone is something I am not creating by myself right now. It is nice to be able to get it and to also be taking care of myself rather than worrying about what a burden I am on everyone. Although, I still am. Just not as much.
Anyway, in my search for taking care of my body and being a better mother this time around, I have been going to the health food store quite a bit to get supplements and things I need. The latest being grapefruit seed extract which is bitter beyond belief, but gets yeast and bacteria out of your body and balances you.
Yesterday they gave me a magazine with 31-Day Detox. This is not the normal detox you hear about where you eat nothing or lemon water with paparika. This is just changing small things everyday so that you and your home are less full of toxins. I thought I would share them with you for a couple weeks. Not all at once. Cause, how many things are you looking to add to your life. If you have been trying to live green, you are probably doing a bunch of these anyway.
Day 1: Get rid of toxic household cleaners and find natural replacements. Dish soap, laundry detergents, herbicides, pesticides, and oven cleaners all contain chemicals that are circulating in your home and become incorporated into your body. Most health food stores now carry environmentally friendly cleaning products that are void of toxic chemicals.
Day 2: Reduce the use of toxic beauty products. Start using soaps that are free of chemical additives, anitperspirants that are free of aluminum, and toothpastes and moisturizers with only natural ingredients.
Day 3: Get a good air filter to reduce the amount of toxins that are recirculated throughout your home. Remember tha air in your home isfull of toxic chemicals, getting rid of them will reduce your over all exposure.
Day 4: Make sure the water you drink is purified. Add a filteration system to your showerhead to make sure bathing water is clean and toxin free. Remember your skin is an organ and a highly absorbable one at that.
Day 5: Every day, drink two to three 8 ounce glasses of water, each with the juice of half of a squeezed lemon. This is an excellent way to increase your hydration levels. Not only does the lemon provide flavor, it adds some extra vitamin C.
Day 6: Body healing can’t progress until the digestive tract is healed. Replenish good bacteria in the intestinal tract with live, active probiotics. When you look for a probiotic, make sure the product has a true delivery system that guarantees that a certain amount of live bugs get to the intestine. The most common bugs are Lactobacillus acidophilus and Bifidobacterium longum; take about 2 billion of these daily to ensure a healthy digestive tract. (By the way, probiotics have changed my life.)
Day 7: Supporting digestive processes with pancreatic enzymes is an effective way to improve digestion. Highly processed, chemical-filled foods, combined with everyday stress, can shut down digestion. But digestive enzymes, especially pancreatic enzymes, closely resemble human enzymes and can greatly facilitate the digestive process.
I will give you more of these later. But I think if you start working towards these things a little at a time you will feel better. I think that a lot of us are constantly low grade sick and that we may be doing it to ourselves by the way we live. I know I have. I am working on making things more natural in my life and I am feeling the effects. Honestly, probiotics have changed my life. So have the supplements that the hormone doctor gave me. Things are really getting better for me. I hope they do for you as well.