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Turtle sketches for another logo that I am working on. By the way, what does yuppie mean? I am looking it up on the internet and I don’t think that I am getting the right idea.

The most exciting thing of late is that jj has gotten his thumb posted in someone else’s blog. He is so proud of his Wii scouting abilities, he is sure he is getting one of these when they are released. We will see.

As for me, I am feeling incredibly boring or bored rather. I have tons or projects that I am working on and need to finish, but I have no will power to work to speak of. I don’t know what my problem is. I wish that I could sleep all day, but I do not have time for such obvious waste of time. However, watching Martha Stewart, that would not count as a waste of time, right?

I am so tired of playing with blocks and coloring. But that is pretty much what Gentry wants to do all the time and eat m&m’s. But who can blame him for that, it could be rated up there with one of my top things to do. I am just bored. I need to get out more or something. I need to find my purpose. Sorry if this is a downer for those of you that are thinking about becoming full time mothers. It really starts to wear on you.

I have been wondering lately, how many women could have changed the world if they would have or could have pursued something other than motherhood. And besides that what about all the people in 3rd world countries that are stuck in their situation. They could be geniuses and could have changed the world if they would have been born to someone else, or gotten their hands on some money or been born in a different country.

What is this oppression? What am I supposed to be doing that I am not. What is my big idea that could change not only my life, but those around me. I want to be more than I am.