longing
A year ago, I spent a week with jj in Hawaii. We left November 1st, the day after Halloween. Halloween will always be the anniversary of the first time I went to Hawaii.
I cannot explain the longing and need I have to go back, especially knowing that the winter is coming and I don’t have a tropical local planned for the near future. Also, I don’t think it would be very much fun with the small one. One of us could be in the water alone, the other would spend the day digging on the beach. And since I am irrationally scared of water, it would probably be me watching jj body surf and snorkel.
But I am still filled with the longing. I think it will never leave and I will need to go back for my booster shots of Hawaii.