I choose
You know the other day when I was over at your house and you said that I was freezing because I was shaking, that is not why I was shaking. I shake when I talk to people and I just tell them that I am cold because that is the obvious way to draw attention away from it. Sometimes the room shakes also, the things that I am looking at shake around me.
I went to the shrink today. I think that it is going to help. She said that I am obviously stressed and she is going to teach me how to get rid of the stress in my life. She said there is medicine to make things and me stop shaking. I have always been kind of scared of that kind of medicine, but if it will make me normal, I am willing to give it a try.
She said that I was right about a lot of things that are going on around me. That made me feel better. I am glad that I am not crazy and that I actually do have stuff going on to make me stressed, and that I can fix it. I am in control of my destiny.
I like myself and I deserve good things. If you don’t think that you deserve good things, do not get mad at me for choosing good. Your life really is a choice.
November 14th, 2006 at 6:21 pm
Good for you! I wish I could make such resolutions. Maybe, if the shrink is good, I might need her advice, too. I like that whole, “take control of your own life” stuff. I need to remember that. However, I’ve got enough medicine flowing through my system right now…however, my sister takes happy pills and they’ve worked wonders for her.